Dikt eng:
I do not know what is happening inside me, I am no longer the person I usually am ..
It feels like I'm sitting in a dark room and the walls moving closer and closer for every breath I take,
the room becomes hotter and tighter every second, I have a discomfort throughout the body. I am dreaming, but then changed his dreams
the disgusting dreams that make me fall out into tears, I want to get rid of that dream I want to get away I want to leave!
Take me to a bätttre place where everything is fine, but tears, anger and sadness ..
I'm glad I have been helped by friends and loved ones.
To remove the unpleasant feeling I have that stuck in my body, how much I try and remove the fucking feeling you can not!
"It could be obsessions / anxiety / depression" or whatever but I do not want this
fucking sense!
Previously, before everything became a little better so I cried about 3 hours / day
Now it will enjoy the feeling that I have had long, it feels hard to talk about those that have happened
"Thinking back to when I was little before I started kindergarten / fritis / school when there were no problems! .."
Let me think, let me forgive, let me say sorry, let me change me, let me know love, let me live
let me enjoy, let me explain ..
Take me to a place but the sun and not dark.
I will not let my life go wasted, for I have almost done.
I'm tired of being treated like that I had near the problems but I have and everyone thinks I slide around on a fucking räkmacka. Come vadfan have any problems with my liver so they may well take their pack and the stick is not more of the!
Forget the dream and that I will disappear if you are so fucking dissatisfied with me, so you can take and go to hell.
Difficult to explain? Hard to be? Difficult to have a real dream?
Can someone answer my questions I put to myself?
Can someone remove that feeling?
Can someone lead me the way to the right path?
Can someone light up in a dark tunnel?
Let me be who I am and do not try to change me, there are many who set up,
I have had many friends but they just failed and I was hurt in the body, there are not many people know.
It happens in life when you feel uncomfortable, they are pressing down on myself, but I press down not only myself but also my family, friends and family. I have a wonderful friend who does not give up as easily as I give up, and I'm glad I have friends who do not betray one that everyone else, everyone just betray all just pull down one of the seabed, but there are also those who prefer a heaven of my friends gör.Jag have a baby who is there for me, it's him that I want to live life with. There is a place where everything is crap but there is also a place of love and friendship, I do not regret one second before I got my medicine and all the help everyone has tried to give me.
Now I sit here the same as usual and think about how I should do as usual.
Is it right to do this?
Is it right for me to feel like this?
Who has the desire and answer my questions?
Can anyone even answer my questions?
Not even one that may like this can answer my questions weird?
I need a single reply! any!
But I do not think I'll need to know this?
I need help!? So I ask you who epoch can help me.
I want an answer to the Court questions I have!
But it's damn Svatá to answer my questions!
Es, I can not answer them.
I had a little girl with light hair, attractive with a lovely smile.
But then came the second little girl with dark hair and dirty clothes
eventually contaminate me with your disgusting smile that soiled me down in the body.
I wash, scrub and try to delete it disgusting.
I try to take a step every day to survive.
It takes time to believe I can not remove the little dirty girl.
But what do you do when you could not believe I will not be able to get rid of the girl.
How can I get rid of the dara girl sucking out my energy?
The little nasty girl takes all my strength I have left!
I want to throw her up and get back the little girl with light hair with sweet attractive smile, I need to cry, I need help I do not want to stay I want to disappear I want to a place where there is sun and no darkness! Please help me to a better place where there is hatred, sorrow and tears
It feels like I'm sitting in a dark room and the walls moving closer and closer for every breath I take,
the room becomes hotter and tighter every second, I have a discomfort throughout the body. I am dreaming, but then changed his dreams
the disgusting dreams that make me fall out into tears, I want to get rid of that dream I want to get away I want to leave!
Take me to a bätttre place where everything is fine, but tears, anger and sadness ..
I'm glad I have been helped by friends and loved ones.
To remove the unpleasant feeling I have that stuck in my body, how much I try and remove the fucking feeling you can not!
"It could be obsessions / anxiety / depression" or whatever but I do not want this
fucking sense!
Previously, before everything became a little better so I cried about 3 hours / day
Now it will enjoy the feeling that I have had long, it feels hard to talk about those that have happened
"Thinking back to when I was little before I started kindergarten / fritis / school when there were no problems! .."
Let me think, let me forgive, let me say sorry, let me change me, let me know love, let me live
let me enjoy, let me explain ..
Take me to a place but the sun and not dark.
I will not let my life go wasted, for I have almost done.
I'm tired of being treated like that I had near the problems but I have and everyone thinks I slide around on a fucking räkmacka. Come vadfan have any problems with my liver so they may well take their pack and the stick is not more of the!
Forget the dream and that I will disappear if you are so fucking dissatisfied with me, so you can take and go to hell.
Difficult to explain? Hard to be? Difficult to have a real dream?
Can someone answer my questions I put to myself?
Can someone remove that feeling?
Can someone lead me the way to the right path?
Can someone light up in a dark tunnel?
Let me be who I am and do not try to change me, there are many who set up,
I have had many friends but they just failed and I was hurt in the body, there are not many people know.
It happens in life when you feel uncomfortable, they are pressing down on myself, but I press down not only myself but also my family, friends and family. I have a wonderful friend who does not give up as easily as I give up, and I'm glad I have friends who do not betray one that everyone else, everyone just betray all just pull down one of the seabed, but there are also those who prefer a heaven of my friends gör.Jag have a baby who is there for me, it's him that I want to live life with. There is a place where everything is crap but there is also a place of love and friendship, I do not regret one second before I got my medicine and all the help everyone has tried to give me.
Now I sit here the same as usual and think about how I should do as usual.
Is it right to do this?
Is it right for me to feel like this?
Who has the desire and answer my questions?
Can anyone even answer my questions?
Not even one that may like this can answer my questions weird?
I need a single reply! any!
But I do not think I'll need to know this?
I need help!? So I ask you who epoch can help me.
I want an answer to the Court questions I have!
But it's damn Svatá to answer my questions!
Es, I can not answer them.
I had a little girl with light hair, attractive with a lovely smile.
But then came the second little girl with dark hair and dirty clothes
eventually contaminate me with your disgusting smile that soiled me down in the body.
I wash, scrub and try to delete it disgusting.
I try to take a step every day to survive.
It takes time to believe I can not remove the little dirty girl.
But what do you do when you could not believe I will not be able to get rid of the girl.
How can I get rid of the dara girl sucking out my energy?
The little nasty girl takes all my strength I have left!
I want to throw her up and get back the little girl with light hair with sweet attractive smile, I need to cry, I need help I do not want to stay I want to disappear I want to a place where there is sun and no darkness! Please help me to a better place where there is hatred, sorrow and tears
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